YAY! I pulled through.. Sasha was born a month ago (5th Feb, 2004) and I can't thank all of you enough for being so supportive! This community is so wonderful and I'm grateful for all the friends I've made here that have helped me pull through. You were all right- I don't need my ex- and either does Sasha. I'll post pics of her doing "baby things" as soon as I can. And for those of you wondering, Sasha was born extremely underweight and 2 weeks premature. We spent 2 weeks in hospital to make sure she'd be ok, but now she's as good as can be and I'm having so much fun being a mommy! It's all worth it!

Thank you again guys, I really needed you all!

Abbi x

Well, 30 weeks pregnant and he's gone. Turns out he went to Houston not only to see his sister, but his sister's friends as well. You know, the ones he dated in high school. And he's left me. Got cold feet and dashed off as quick as he could. If it wasn't for this baby I don't know where I'd be. Love hurts if you're not with the one you love. So I'm alone now. I'll see how this baby turns out and I'll decide my fate after the birth. Thank you everyone for being so supportive. I do love you all.

Love, Abbi x

30 weeks pregnant and my boyfriend left me. Sure, he went to Houston to meet his sister and spend time with her, but he never told me about his sister's friends that he dated in high school. How was I meant to know that he was going there to leave me? I'm on my own now. The world sucks when you're alone. If it wouldn't be for this baby then I probably wouldn't be around without him. Love hurts when you're not with the one you love. Guess I'll see how I cope with this baby until I decide my fate.

Hugs and Kisses, Abbi x

My boyfriend (Mr. Supportive) has left to go see his sister in Houston.. which is a fucking long way from Newark.. I might not be on here for a while, I'm so sorry.. School has dumped me and I'm alone for two weeks while he's away. Thank you for your legal advice, but I'm so depressed right now that I just can't be bothered doing anything about it. I probably did sign something early when I started, but seeing as it was only 8 months ago I should remember.

Well, don't expect me around much until this baby arrives.. this pre-natal depression the doctor warned me about seemed to come true. I'll try my hardest to get the pictures of me pregnant, one at least, but until then, stay in touch.

Love, Abigail. xox

I've been lazy, I'm sorry.. thank you to everyone watching me but until they get the damn icons back I'm not going to list everyone who's watching me's icon until they fix it. Bummer.

Anyway, yes, I am pregnant which means I'm not going to be here as much as I usually am. And I've uploaded the most recent picture of myself for those curious to see. I won't have much work to submit because as soon as I start showing, the school's going to kick me out. Majorly unfair.

But I'll try my hardest to get stuff for you. My guy's being Mr.Protective and doesn't want me doing too much, standing up for so long and all that because of my bad back. (The doctor said this will be my first and last baby, providing I make it through)

Thank you all for comments and favorites, they mean so much and I'm very greatful!

Well, I owe you another journal entry when I hit 5,000.. if anyone sees it please put a note on my main page.. thank you!

Abigail x